"You and I are like oil and water"

I just don't know what to even right about anymore. I can't explain my emotions very well anymore. But I can try I suppose..

I tried sticking with the nice guy thing. Doesn't work. Tried the douchebag thing. Also, doesn't work. So ya know what that means? Its just me. So I guess if I don't care anymore it won't matter? But.. I don't wanna have to be the Lonely Badger again..

I like just being Badger. But soon enough, I see the change. Coming for me.

I just want to ask.. Do you know what it feels like to know that you'll never have someone even how much it should happen?

Yeah think about that..

Peace.