Burning Bridges

I've burned some bridges, some weak, and some strong.
That's a hard thing to do when I've been at it for so long.
I want you to know that I gave it my all, but nobody was there to catch me when I started to fall.
If you can't say what you mean, then don't speak. Stop reciting those words that are frail and bleak.
If you say what you mean, then we don't have to disagree.
We end up in this place of no meaning.
That feeling of trust is a hard one to find, but being let down like this kills my mind.
So after I cut my losses I fell in a slump, I don't know where I am, but it feels like a dump.
I need to move on, I need to get out, but my mind says without you I won't survive this drought.
As I watch the rain I sart to see, that maybe you aren't that good for me.
Thoughts like that are rare, but its not like you care.
Maybe its a joke or maybe its a lie, I can't tell yet but I'll never ask why.
If life has a plan , then try and stay true.
I know I wanted it that way, but then I found you.
Love,
The Lonely Badger