"This pain you never know"

So.. Rant part 2

Here's my situation. I really want to be happy with myself, and other people. What I think would make me happy is a girl to just love honestly. I know who I'm interested in and everything. I know girls that are into me but they never are the ones that I feel the same way for. It really blows. I'm tired of sitting on my ass because of a lack of confidence...


I want to be more confident in myself but isn't that hard to do when a girl you like finds out that you are interested in her.. Then thinks you are mad at her and now won't talk to you, or return texts.. That shit hurts.

Makes me wanna give up even more.

Then on the other hand, the girl that I kept chasing for months and months.. I was so interested. Now I'm not so much. But she is, it seems. Well she had her chance. She fucked that one up.

All in all, I wanna be a happy person and I want people to respect me for who I am. I'm truely not happy and I just really wonder.. Is the juice worth the squeeze? Because it seems like it never is.

I quit.

I'll let women come to me.

Then maybe things will work.

Love, The Lonely Badger